Things have been nutty on Planet Tracy for the last couple of weeks. My posts have been random and somewhat disjointed, and I've suffered from trigger deprivation. I need to bring you up to speed.
I started a new job a couple of weeks ago. After three (wonderful) months off following my most recent "corporate consolidation, " I decided it was time to go back to work. I am very excited about my new gig! I'm back in the fashion industry as a buyer for a retail chain. Sounds very glamorous, doesn't it? Trust me, it's not. If you need to get up to catch up on my professional happenings please visit the about me page.
Two layoffs in less than three years is crazy! The first layoff was an unnerving whirlwind of emotion. I sat in my office for a year (365 long, miserable days) waiting for either my release date or a job offer from the acquiring company. I accepted a job from the acquiring company only to be downsized again (exactly) two years later. My second layoff was a piece of cake! It was easy for two reasons:
- Having been downsized before made this one easier... live and learn!
- I hated my job.
I've never hated a job before. I had such a massive case of burnout that when the consolidation announcement was made I wanted to do cartwheels. I kept my happiness to myself out of sensitivity to my colleagues because everybody's personal situation is different. In hindsight, I am proud of my good judgment. It was for the best that I did not serenade the room with my karaoke version of "Celebration." And, I had a skirt on that day... certainly not appropriate for spontaneous gymnastics.
I was in the process of looking for a new job when the announcement was made. Good timing, huh? During the job search I had a major ah-ha moment... I realized I had a wicked case of burnout and needed time off to recuperate. Taking time off was one of the best decisions I've ever made. After my release date I made a vow to do nothing that produced stress, required dead lines or early mornings. I tackled my aspirational to do list and started shooting, but other than the house and hobby stuff I relaxed for the first time in my life. Oh, and I started this blog.
Now I am back to work and traveling again. Back to stress, dead lines, and early mornings. After my three months of "corporate detox" I am ready to take on a new professional challenge. Although life's complicated (NOT a Denise Richards reference) a little more now... I plan on shooting and posting as much as I can.
With that said I am the biggest dork in the world for forgetting the camera yesterday. I had such a great day on the range! There was so much to share... improved shooting, great stages, and happy trigger time... and I forgot the camera! Ugh! On the way home I crabbed to John that I wish I had some of the stages on video. I bellyached for a while then he finally asked me why I was complaining... "Tracy, the camera's been in the Jeep all day. It's right there."